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Last night Commander J and I went over to play game. We also sleptover. Husband J drove us to the house. We made a wrong turn but we turned around and we got to the house. The game was wonderful and the Chinese food was good. The house was cold and the cat who is in heat kept me and Commander J up all night. I feel sorry for the cat. .I came home and when to sleep around 11am and woke up with a very bad headache. The headache finally went away aroung 6pm tonight. I found playing a Monk at game challenging since I am use to playing a magic user. Its  kind of limiting. I found it a little boring playing a monk. I will contine to play it but I don't think I will be doing much with this character . I like playing game. I am still tired.

I got an email say that I have to take a train back and forth to game on Friday. That means I have to spend  30 dollars every other Friday . That is a lot of money to spend. I haven't have anyone to drive my every more.  I hate to be spend that more but I have no choice. Which gets me very angry. My husband works very hard and he doesn't make that much to begin with. For three weeks I have had very little food for my family. Now I have to spend 30 dollars to go visit my friends for game. Life sucks

Tonight my great friends Mizuki_hana2 abd Gaerfie surprised me with a birthday cake and a bottle of French Berry Lemonade. It was a great surprise. The cake had candles lit and they sang happy birthday to me. Since it was late I was wondering before  I opened the door who it can be. They made my birthday complete. My oldest son who lives with us gave money for my husband to take me out to dinner and I also got a chocolate cake. I want to thank my two very dear friends who surprised me. With all the worries they have to go this. It did my heart glad. I will see you this Friday for game.

After one day of staying home Commander J went back to school. My sore throat has gone away after  three days. I have been sneezing for two days. I am alone here. Husband J is going a school charter and will not be home this morning. I am still depresses about not going to be able to buy enough food. My oldest who is still living here said he will be getting paid soon and he will give me some money to buy more food.  I do love him he is a good man. I am eating small amounts for food so I can stretch the food I have now. I have been throwing out things so it will be easier to pack for the moving in December. That's all for now

I am sick and depressed today. Husband J make very little on his paid check this week. I have no money for a birthday dinner out on my birthday on Saturday. It sucks and on top I am sick .My throat has been sore for three days. My temperature is going up also. Also Commander J has the same problem and I kept him home. Also we can't  get food stamps since Husband J makes to much for it. We looked up the requirements and he make over 2000 dollars over the limit for a family of 4.  I spent only $95 on food and it will not last until next Tuesday. I am very down and I think I will just stay in bed on Saturday or stay on the computer most of the day.

Yes I do believe in a soulmate  My husband is mine

I  want to apologize to my friend Kitty for not being a good friend and staying neutral. I was very wrong. I jumped to conclusions and misunderstood the facts and not having all the fact. This will not happen again. I value you as a friend and I am glad you accept my apology tonight. I will work hard to earn you friendship and honest. I do feel very bad if I hurt your feelings. I over reacted and sometimes I put my foot in my mouth. Again please accept my heart full apology and lets go on from here to a better understand of each other  Love Bubbie